Too much pressure at such awkward stage of youth
I wish I didn't have to deal with it but I have no choice but to face the truth

Suffering the consequences of others' mistakes has brought immense achings to this naive heart

Never in my wildest dreams have I imagined that these vexes could tear me apart

If I could undo the damage, I would but it is simply too late, I've ended up misunderstood

Tainted and broken with nowhere to go

My grip has now weakened, causing me to let go

The joy I used to have are now lethal illusions of destruction

A life of timorous ordeals with no road to recovery

I guess that's how it was meant for me

Huling Paalam

Ngayong nagpaalam na, hindi alam kung san magsisimula
Mga alaala'y muling nagbabalik
Sa twing nasasabik sa yakap mo't halik

Kung mapagbibigyan lang ng Maykapal
Ang makita kang muli ang tanging dinarasal
Mailap mang mangyari ay umaasa parin
Nagbabakasakaling mapagbigyan ang hiling

Hindi man nagkasundo at madalas nagkatampuhan
Ika'y minahal at mamahalin pa magpakailanman

Hindi rin man naging maayos ang ating huling sandali
Ito'y itatago at isasantabi hanggang sa tayo'y magkita muli

Sa ngayon siguro, masaya't kuntento ka
Sa bago mong tahanang paraiso sa ganda
Isa lang ang pakiusap, kung pwede lang sana

Mga pinagdaanng away ay kalimutan na
Mga mapapait na salita ay itapon na
Masasayang napagsamahan nalang ang tandaan
Lalo na ang mga ngiting bihira kong nasulyapan

Everything has its place in time.  No matter how surreal it may seem at first.  We love, get hurt, move on.  It isn't that big of a deal.  People come and go.  The assurance you get whether he or she will stay or not is beyond our control.  The only thing to do is to lose yourself and make fate work its magic.  Who knows, you might even get something out of it.  But don't expect a happy ending all the time.  Not everyone gets their fairy tale ending at the first try anyway.  Besides, going through life and love the hard way would be a more rewarding experience than getting it all at once.

Don't you think so? :)

Juvenile

Relive the childish play
Savor the joy of being looney
Don't hold back, just go astray
Celebrate for the sake of sympathy

All I want is to be free
From all the chaos that's happening to me
I need someone to lift me up
Someone to soar my spirits high
By dragging me down to my grave where I'll smile

Trying to break free from the senile of death
Before they take me to the place of my final rest
If I could just go back to my precious youth
And rediscover the essence of living innocent truth


I can't care less of how my reincarnation will be done
As long as it hales me and forms my scattered pieces into one

Wishful Dreaming

The first time I saw you from a distance
I didn't know what to do,
I just couldn't help but glance

Your smile was so sweet, it captivated me in an instant
Your charm so unique that shined so radiant

I liked you more when we started hanging out
To me you were the perfect guy without any doubt

My happiness was short-lived when I soon found out that someone else already owned your heart

I should have been in her place, I came too late
I was forced to accept this tragic fate

Despite the pain I tried so hard to hide, I continued to be a friend by your side

I tried to move on and make the feelings subside
But you got a hold on me, it was too obvious to deny

She's a very lucky girl, I sure hope she knows that
I would trade anything just to be where he's at

To wait for you, I guess, would be the only thing I can do
So until then, don't worry about me
I'll still be here loving you